I just need to be more of an asshole.
I mean, I have always been so lovey dovey.
I dont need to be.
This is so difficult but all I can do is hope and have faith everything will be right in the end. All I can do is fight, Not push away. Talk to, Not anger. I need to grow up and have a better relationship with you as a friend. A bestfriend. So, it’s time. We will have something deeper. More meaningful. It will be what it needs to be in the end.
For now, I just have to accept what happens, because I have no say. You are your own person. No reason for me to hold you back. Both of us want this, lets just keep our heads on straight and have an amazing summer. Let’s make it one to remember.
oh, I got paid today too. :D
WOOP!